The cease-fire came at 7 p.m. Jerusalem time Tuesday. It was the moment where life gave a glimpse of a smile to the more than 1.5 million people in Gaza, causing them to live every single feeling all mixed up in one heart.
But I can only speak for myself. How do I see it?
It was disturbingly surprising how we in Gaza even had the thought of celebrating after more than 2,200 souls were snatched away with no mercy in seven terrible weeks of war. And thousands more are still living the most arduous life imaginable in one of the cruelest diasporas in history.
I couldn’t even smile at that moment. I was joyous, yet even more sad. I talked to random people about how they were feeling after this massacre, and all I got were vague answers that told me nothing but how confused their emtions were.
I could see their sorrow in one eye and happiness in the other. But that happiness wasn’t from an end to the colossal calamity we had endured. Instead, it was a salute to all those innocents who lost their lives for the sake of dignity and freedom.
People here see hope – not in the future of the conflict nor in the future of themselves, but in the future of humanity. Gazans appreciate life more than anyone in this world, because when you think about it, they die for such a cause. They want simply to live.
They die for the sake of tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. And most importantly, they live for today.
Some may call it a victory and some may call it a loss, but in the end, it is these particular moments that make us rethink our lives.
Once you get in a storm, you never come out the same person. Gaza might have seen the worst, but Gaza said, and will always say, “NOT TODAY,” to the god of death. And for that, I shall smile.
Ahmad Zaqout is a Reporter for Youth Journalism International.
For more youth reporting from Gaza, see:
“Israeli teen: When the enemy in Gaza is your friend, war is not the same,” by YJI reporter Roei Ashkenazi, published August 8, 2014.
“Tears flow in Gaza, but of happiness over cease-fire agreement,” by YJI reporter Dalia Al-Najjar, published August 27, 2014.